After he gets set on the bed he snuggles down into the blanket and closes his eyes. There is silence as he rests and Lan Wangji paints. His heart feels heavy. He doesn't think that he can handle another disappointment, especially after having finally been able to accept each others feelings. He used to be so carefree, why does he feel so weighted down now?

At some point he changes back to his normal form, either from exhaustion from holding the bunny form or just not wanting to hide any more. He wraps the blanket around himself as he lays there on his stomach.

"Even though I don't look like me any more? I'm not the handsome man you feel in love with.." Those words hurt like knives through his heart.