"Everyday." That is the promise that he had made the first time they were together. He may have not realized the extent of that promise at the time, but he does now and he has no regrets about making it.

"I love you, Lan Zhan." Which is why it hurts so much any time they misunderstand each other. He knows that now. He wants to be able to trust himself and Lan Wangji that no matter what nothing will ever change the way they feel.

He feels his heart mending back together after the pain it felt in the other room.