Wei Wuxian pulls his hands out of Lan Wangji's grasp and stands up. He needs just that little bit of space as he tries to work out his anger. Perhaps even a little more emotional because of the body he is currently in. His passions greatly flared because of the fox demon's personality. He moves away to the other side of the fire pit and turns his back on the other man. He feels tears sting the corners of his eyes because the more Lan Wangji speaks, the more it hurts.
Did it take him dying for the other man to realize what he has tried to explain to him before? Wei Wuxian knows the other man's feelings because they mirror his own. He has loved both lan Wangji's from the moment he realized what he felt was love. And he made sure they both knew it, and continued to know it every day. So he isn't mad that he feels those feelings for his soul twin. He expects him to because he knows that the other Lan Wangji loves him just as much. So those feelings aren't what are upsetting him. What bothers him most is now two things...the timing of those feelings and the fact he waited this long to tell him.
"Lan Zhan...I told you before that I love the other you just like I love you. So why would I be mad that you love the other me? It only makes sense."
He can feel jealous about it or want to prove to this one that his love is more then his soul twins, or make him know that no matter what he will always come back to him. But right now he feels hurt and he has to make sure that Lan Wangji understands why...because the misunderstandings they have had has only caused them great pain and he never wanted to have any more of those.
"I'm a little disappointed that you kissed him in that way when I've never done anything like that with the other you. I've kissed him on the cheek but we've always had a rule to never do anything that might upset our soul twins."
He gives a half turn so that he can see Lan Wangji from the corner of his eye, those cat like pupils narrowing even more in the light of the fire, his eyes practically glowing in the light from his emotions.
"I'm mad because of when you did it. I was only gone for three days...and when I returned and was fragile and broken in so many ways..you went off and did it again." His voice cracks with tears that threaten to fall. "Is that how it will always be? If I am suddenly gone you will just find the arms of the other me and forget all about me so quickly?"
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Did it take him dying for the other man to realize what he has tried to explain to him before? Wei Wuxian knows the other man's feelings because they mirror his own. He has loved both lan Wangji's from the moment he realized what he felt was love. And he made sure they both knew it, and continued to know it every day. So he isn't mad that he feels those feelings for his soul twin. He expects him to because he knows that the other Lan Wangji loves him just as much. So those feelings aren't what are upsetting him. What bothers him most is now two things...the timing of those feelings and the fact he waited this long to tell him.
"Lan Zhan...I told you before that I love the other you just like I love you. So why would I be mad that you love the other me? It only makes sense."
He can feel jealous about it or want to prove to this one that his love is more then his soul twins, or make him know that no matter what he will always come back to him. But right now he feels hurt and he has to make sure that Lan Wangji understands why...because the misunderstandings they have had has only caused them great pain and he never wanted to have any more of those.
"I'm a little disappointed that you kissed him in that way when I've never done anything like that with the other you. I've kissed him on the cheek but we've always had a rule to never do anything that might upset our soul twins."
He gives a half turn so that he can see Lan Wangji from the corner of his eye, those cat like pupils narrowing even more in the light of the fire, his eyes practically glowing in the light from his emotions.
"I'm mad because of when you did it. I was only gone for three days...and when I returned and was fragile and broken in so many ways..you went off and did it again." His voice cracks with tears that threaten to fall. "Is that how it will always be? If I am suddenly gone you will just find the arms of the other me and forget all about me so quickly?"