[He slowly shakes his head, eyes downcast. He doesn't deserve forgiveness for the things he has done and said.]

Talking hasn't been very good for us lately...

[Even if things aren't as tense as they were a few days ago, he still doesn't trust himself to be able to hold it together.]

He was pretty angry when he yelled at me. I think he might have been drinking the tea. But I believe hose teas just..let you say what you're feeling inside.